My life.

2010-08-13T21:32:00.003+08:00

Weekend again! Time's flying by super quickly. And I am getting so burned out. I am super unprepared for alevels plz. Today we had a talk by NUS. Gee I wonder which uni is gonna accept me next time hahaha... okay must be positive *happy thoughts*

Eh and I expanded my collage today, it grew about 5 times in size. My wall is prettier now. And I have more inspiration! Yay.

And lastly... WANDERLUST. (Thinking of moving back to wordpress so I can upload alot of big and pretty pictures.) (Picture credits to weheartit)

2010-08-08T23:31:00.003+08:00

NATIONAL DAY!

Haha idk man like this year I'm actually feeling kinda patriotic! This year's song is nice. But my mom doesn't think so, but whatever. Corrinne May is (y)! I remember the first time I heard a song by her was in sec 3 or 4 DURING CLE hahaha does anyone else remember this! A.T. made us listen to this song and write reflections in our CLE journal about what love is and I always do my CLE homework and I hand in on time because it's like the easiest to do so I would rather do CLE than do Math or whatever and A.T. wrote in my CLE journal that I was very cynical hahahaha.

My memory is damn awesome.

Okay what a wordy post and I uploaded a picture so that it the blogpost would be MULTIMODAL and if this were an ad it would be DEMANDING not OFFERING *spams ELL*

Er okay and actually I forgot what I wanted to blog about in the first place *headdesk*

2010-08-04T21:45:00.001+08:00

This weekend's all set up to be awesome as hell! ♥

Hope everyone has an enjoyable one!

2010-08-02T21:02:00.003+08:00

Happy happy dimsum, steaming in a pot,

once you put one in your mouth you feel like you're on top~

Happy happy dimsum, eat them while they're hot

they can chase your blues away, c'mon~, c'mon~, c'mon give it a shot~

hahaha I just realised it sounds vaguely like an innuendo.

MY APPETITE IS INCREASING SO MUCH,

it's SCARING ME D:

2010-07-30T19:49:00.002+08:00

2010-07-27T17:06:00.002+08:00

My parents have been reading my diary.

It's a toss-up between them or my maid.

K I feel quite annoyed but I suppose it's like my just desserts for betraying their trust. But that is LOW, man. And... I cringe at the thought of it cos I seriously put everything in my diary, it's like verbal diarrhoea, I have ten million secrets inside. Haha for all I know they're also stalking me on my blog also. But I don't think so.

But anyway... I just went to lock all my diaries up. From the first one (when I was in p4) to my current one. I guess this was kinda preventable only yeah I really didn't expect it.

Shall end the post abruptly here.

2010-07-26T23:59:00.000+08:00

Omg I only realised recently that these aren't mosquito bites they're sandfly bites!!! And I think I got them at bukit timah riding club. Or whatever it's called. Siala this is damn gross I look like I have fucking leprosy or something. Or measles.

AND I'M NOT SCRATCHING but they're still spreading!!! :'(

2010-07-23T19:43:00.002+08:00

Whoa it's been more than two weeks!

Hm so for a short period of time I had been kinda bummed/less happy about life. But... I really have no reason for such. Because everyone has their own problems and I should count my blessings.

One of which is that I have awesome friends and I know this isn't the first time I'm mentioning it but it just comes back at me again and again and from new people and... whoa, man. Haha besides there's no harm in repeating these sort of things, is there (:

In any case, ten million smiles/hugs/winks/backslaps/whatever encouragement y'all prefer and KEEP YOUR CHIN UP EVERYONE. WOOHOO :D

Ps today I saw Vera in school AND SHE WINKED AT ME OMG role reversal much?!?! I WAS SO SHOCKED. Vera YOU SCARED ME. Hahahaha. (But you have a nice wink. Wink more ;)

2010-07-07T23:27:00.002+08:00

I... don't know.

Sometimes I really have no clue what I'm doing. Sometimes I don't want to think about anything because it gets really tiring. And in any case I think people should listen to their guts and gauge life by their feelings. But it just feels like... this is wrong.

I hate uncertainty, not knowing if this is a mistake.

Okay, maybe I just need some sleep.

2010-06-29T00:19:00.002+08:00

Fuck what am I still doing online hahaha I got math tomorrow. Technically it's not even tmr anymore. Omg the exam is in less than 8 hours.

Go listen to Jay Brannan on youtube! I just downloaded a bunch of his songs I think he's gonna be my new favourite singer. For a while. ^_^

Beautifully

Can't Have It All

Housewife

Denmark

2010-06-27T00:13:00.001+08:00

omg this is funny.

HAI KB if you ever see this hahahaha you cannot call pierce brosnan hot uncle anymore! hahaha.

2010-06-25T12:17:00.002+08:00

Been checking out this group called The Lonely Island. According to Wikipedia, they do "comedy hiphop". Their songs and videos are quite interesting, man. Haha k some of the content is actually kinda lewd. And stupid... and dumb? But it's still funny hahaha I can't make up my mind.

Boombox

Like a boss

Jizz in my pants

2010-06-21T13:43:00.000+08:00

Guess it's human nature.

We want things (things?) that seem out of reach?

2010-06-17T22:30:00.002+08:00

oh no i am having second thoughts.

maybe i am pmsing.

okay i should go read fml.

2010-06-16T13:54:00.001+08:00

MOFO

OMG I AM SUDDENLY FEELING STRESSED ABOUT CT2

2010-06-12T17:43:00.002+08:00

Pekchek ah.
I'm blogging from my dad's office and I'm supposed to be studying except the document I need to print out is in some weird docm format and he only has m.word 03 here and I downloaded various tools to convert 07 versions to 03 versions except it's not really working.

In other news, OMG I PUT ON WEIGHT and I was like !!! when I discovered it on Thursday, I think, but I decided, oh screw it, it's the holidays, since I can't go out and enjoy myself for days on end without feeling guilty about not studying, I shall just continue stuffing my face.

D:

Monday- La Nonna + cheesecake after
Tuesday- Fish&Co and ice-cream
Wednesday- authentic Vietnamese food, courtesy of H's mom (: AND bubble tea
Thursday- Shilin
Friday- Mcwings for supper
Saturday- The Big O (lunch + dessert)

2010-06-06T19:01:00.001+08:00

We travel, initially, to lose ourselves; and we travel, next, to find ourselves. We travel to open our hearts and eyes and learn more about the world than our newspapers will accommodate. We travel to bring what little we can, in our ignorance and knowledge, to those parts of the globe whose riches are differently dispersed. And we travel, in essence, to become young fools again -- to slow time down and get taken in, and fall in love once more.

-Pico Iyer

2010-05-30T22:48:00.002+08:00

heehee i just went on fb and i see all these startup related stuff and i lapse back into a happy bubble. and also, i had so much fun the entire day today 8D

BUT CANNOT sit here and stare at the screen languidly haha shucks it's 10.50pm and i'm so tired man i have a headache and i got to go read the biz case stuff to prepare for tmr and i have to pack my stuff and then tomorrow until thursday i'm going to be staying over at NUS! although we're not gonna be sleeping much, because the competition is 36 hours so we'll be chionging like mad.

and like hey m! i forgot to tell you thanks for messaging (: even tho like you don't know much about the comp (other than hearing me whine about it haha) yeah thank you ilu homie :D

hope everyone has an awesome week 8D

2010-05-29T22:33:00.002+08:00

like omgggggggg

just now we were like jumping up and down and shrieking and convulsing and now it's like a quiet kind of omg. haha. but still, supremely stoked.

YOUTH CATEGORY CHAMPIONS FOR STARTUP@SG

awesome or what! :D :D :D

our school had 4 teams, all 4 got into semis, 2 got into finals. the other team that got into finals got a merit award :D yay good job everyone :D

2010-05-27T23:38:00.003+08:00

YES JUNE HOLIDAYS ARE HERE.

Looking at these plans so far I think I am going to have mother truckloads of fun HAHAHA I will try to study though. Oh dear I am really a horrible student I mean like I can't afford to not study. I must study I must study I must study.

2010-05-25T22:20:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow got GP exam. Oh nooooo.

It's like I normally get quite high on assignments that we do in class, but I tank damn mother horribly during the actual GP exams. Why ):

Good luck everyone!

2010-05-23T23:42:00.002+08:00

i thinkkk deep inside i am super screwed up and there's stuff that i could never tell anyone, not in a million years. and sometimes when i think about this i wonder if i'm making a mistake.

2010-05-19T22:46:00.002+08:00

i finished my chocolate in 2 days. ohno.

BUT I ALSO GREW 1 CM hehe.

and my brain is incoherent and rambly now.

2010-05-18T22:30:00.001+08:00

WFF! :D

2010-05-17T22:27:00.002+08:00

Dear M,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ^INFINITY

LOVE YOU LOADS, hope you're okay!!! nvm I'm sure your knight in shining armour came to your rescue right? hope you had an awesome bday nevertheless! yummy italian food!

2010-05-16T20:55:00.001+08:00

i feel like having supper!

2010-05-15T00:22:00.003+08:00

Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh I love this song. Love love love ttm. Stupid blogger doesn't allow me to do the less than three sign because of some html thing.

There is a crescent key

that locks a hole in the door

into the pit of your heart

the future is the reward

white light my time has come

all night out on the run from black magic

black magic

black

black magic

Give me the final piece

that holds the puzzles end

of all the billions of stars

that are the dreams of your friends

how could anybody feel the same

black magic

black

black magic

black

black magic

black

black magic

huh!

It is the person's eyes

that have the answers in

around the galaxy mars

a new place to begin

white light my time has come

all night out on the run

from black magic

black magic

black

black magic

black

black magic

black

black magic

owwwwww

2010-05-11T21:01:00.001+08:00

I want to eat Shilin!

SHILIN SHILIN SHILIN SHILIN

Intense Shilin craving ):

2010-05-10T23:13:00.002+08:00

So sad after my com crashed at the end of the last year I really got no pictures ): I am resorting for foraging for pictures on fb. These pics taken by dog's iPhone are really nice! I kinda miss group tuition. Both math and chem, haha.

Recently been inundated with startup stuff. Which you know already. Because I'm constantly complaining about it hahaha. But anywayyy yeah.

Have a great week, y'all.

2010-05-09T18:03:00.002+08:00

CMI in all areas of life ttm.

Don't like gray areas but life is never in b&w, huh.

It's raininggg.

2010-05-06T20:50:00.001+08:00

I wanted some fresh air so I switched off the a/c and went to open the windows but in about five minutes I was sick of fresh air/it got too hot so the a/c's on again.

I think I am going to be under construction for the rest of my life.

2010-05-05T22:01:00.002+08:00

Hello!

I think I have just unraveled the MYSTERY OF LIFE.

Or THE SECRET TO LIFE.

Wanna know the secret?

It's all about PERSPECTIVE.

Hahaha wise words indeed right?

2010-05-02T22:59:00.005+08:00

2010-04-25T23:09:00.002+08:00

ohaiiiiiiiiiiiii

sup sup sup.

heehee it's 11.11 and i'm blogging i made my wish v quickly!

anyway, like, yeah. i feel a bit incoherent. and i am not capsing.

oh yeah i remember. i want to dedicate this post to grasshopper.

I LOVE YOU, it was awesome sumo-wrestling with you again. you are like a flawless diamond. HAHA so gay omg. anyway even if you have flaws i have bad eyesight and i can't see. omg i think my analogies are seriously teh suck. but yeah.

love you too everyone else. oh yeah and it's my cousin's birthday tmr not like he knows what's my blog but HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU WOOHOO. YOOHOO. wow that rhymed. okay we're going out for dinner + movie tmr! my two cousins and i. yay. should be good catching up time. ns baldie. haha i am totally talking rubbish now. but yeah haven't seen them in a long while. we used to play together all the time when we were kids man. and sleepovers.

and mavispavis my dear i'm so happy for you hopefully this is your happily ever after :D

2010-04-17T20:00:00.002+08:00

Fishcake and tofu give me a similar vibe.

But anyway, I AM BACK TO LOVING 1111! I know it's quite dumb and stupid and pointless and superstitious and all, but O: IS IT AS DUMB AS IT SEEMS? Haha okay I should stop capsing. Yeah I think the thing is that as long as it makes you have faith and has some sort of a positive influence in your life or makes you hopeful/happy, then it's good for you. Regardless of whether it actually works/if there is any truth to it. And I think that this applies to religion as well.

But anywayyyy I WENT BUNGEE JUMPING omgomg that's like one thing off my bucket list! Haha. And the rest are super hard to do. Oh well, I have the rest of my life! :D (Haha isn't this sounding super un-jaded)

Shall end post abruptly here!

2010-04-14T21:28:00.002+08:00

I am so tired/recent 1111 wishes not working/what's wrong with me/maybe should just give up the 1111 thing/i don't know why I'm typing in slashes.

I remember previously when I'd look at the clock the first time in the entire night and it would be 1111. But now I look at the clock and it's 1112 ): Whyyy.

Anw yeah happy birthday xh and KAHBIANNNNNNN :D

2010-04-10T22:31:00.002+08:00

Oh no I wanted to blog quickly and then watch Ghost Whisperer but anyway this page took mother long to load my internet is being weird and also I was in the middle of listening to Baby by Justin Bieber, hey I know loads of people don't like him but I think this particular song of his is nice. His voice is nice! Even though I thought the song was by a female artiste when I first heard it. But anyway...

WHY AM I EVEN HOME NOW lol. It's so early ugh okay if you're reading my blog in the first place you would probably already know that I now have a curfew. For the first time in my frigging life. Yeah but I suppose it's not an unreasonable curfew because I would also be concerned if my future kid stays out till 130 am or whatever at the tender age of 17 going 18. But *whines anyway*

Yeah today was fun haha but I spent so much on food omg like $12 on the omu rice with fish, and before that $3 on some Jap snack at Muji's (xj's fault) and after that $4.30 on ice cream but azabusabo is totally worth it!!! Most awesome icecream of ALLTIME plz. Was ninja's first time trying I think :D She got green tea and I got sea salt and caramel as usual. Eh does anyone know if azabusabo is still having that afternoon promotion thingy? Like I think once when I ate with Huyen super long ago it was $4 for 2 flavours or something.

Yeah but anyway just felt super contented and happy with all that food in my tummy and everyone was laughing at everything. Oh yeah and I forgot to bring my camera haha nevermind there's always next time right? (: I think the last time that I was really happy was on Wednesday and then in btw which was thurs and fri wasn't that good haha I am turning into the kind of person that I never was o:

Anyway I don't think she'll see this but

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VERA! ILU!!! :D

(kb if you see this please tell her to look at this or tell her that I said this ty :D)

hope everyone has a good weekend (what's left of it!)

Argh I've missed like 15 minutes of the show haha.

2010-04-06T23:06:00.002+08:00

Good thing #1: I found my other memory card!!! Can finally use my camera again.

Good thing #2: Awesome friends who bake cookies larger than your head for you. Thankyouthankyouthankyou wff :D

Good thing #3: I like fisherman's friend.

Good thing #4: I am going to stuff my face with sushi this weekend with various classmates in a bid to get over the

BAD BAD THING: my results suck big time.

2010-04-04T22:33:00.004+08:00

Today I wrote 2 post-it notes and stuck them on my desk:

Rule numero uno

You can't have it all.

Don't choose to live in darkness.

Rule numero dos

If you don't have willpower, you don't have anything.

As long as I continue believing in the stars, everything will turn out fine.

2010-04-01T00:00:00.002+08:00

I am so tired only got home at 11.11pm on Monday and 10pm on Tuesday and 10pm on Wednesday which is today but I guess it's a good sort of tired.

And today we had OFL with vera lynnette weiling yingxuan kahbian ilu guys and thank you grasshopper for all the hugs today and yeah it was just really awesome. Almost like the old times. Haha this is so sappy. But yeah. I shall concentrate on all the positivity that is going around now :D

Long weekend ahead! Yeah baby yeah.

2010-03-28T21:39:00.002+08:00

I am tireddd.

But friday saturday sunday = fun fun fun yay I got to catch up with my bffs. And we had good food. Good food + good company -> not much more to ask for! :D And mm let's see what else. We watched When In Rome. Which was quite funny.

Haha feels abit anti-climax, blogging about it. But yeah it was awesome ah but I'm quite brain dead atm. Sian tmr got chem. But I'll feel that I'm letting myself down if I spend the last night of this "holiday" doing my tutorial ahahaha.

Okay see everyone back in school tmr ):

2010-03-23T13:31:00.000+08:00

2 down, 2 to go.

Let's goooooooooooooooo.

2010-03-19T21:40:00.003+08:00

This was taken quite some time ago, was looking through my photos tonight :D

AFTER CTs, SLEEPOVER AGAIN! (L)(L)(L)

And whoa I had a good time this entire holidays. Talking till 3am and eating pocky and playing SHOOT SHAG MARRY hahaha thank you for such a great time friends!!! And M for your house and your towel and your nasi lemak and G for your house and your instant mee and chocolate :DDD

Entre camp, picnic, sleepover, even TUITION and mugging was kinda fun!!! Haha omg. Okay I am using too many exclamation marks. But yeah ^_^ tuition = funnn can you believe it. I really like my chem tutor and my math tutor. Every time I go for tuition will laugh laugh laugh.

OH AND PS,

thank you M for buying me fake ugly tattoos so that I will realise it's v ugly and not want to get tattoo anymore!!! CHEER UP ILU LOADS.

2010-03-17T00:37:00.002+08:00

Yay entre camp :D

I wish holidays was like a MONTH. A MONTH. NO TIME TO STUDY.

Haha okay who am I kidding. Not like if I had a month of holidays it'd make me want to study any more.

2010-03-14T22:20:00.001+08:00

BUT IT'S DEFINITELY A GOOD FEELING.

So Hotel California is my favourite song. Fav song. But I don't listen to it often. But when I am really in the mood to listen to it, it's like MAGIC. I love that song so much, the lyrics are like POETRY. Haha.

2010-03-14T22:12:00.001+08:00

dudes.

i don't know how to describe this feeling.

2010-03-12T23:18:00.003+08:00

Was reading through my old diaries... haha in sec 3 (emo phase) I kept a Chinese diary for a while then I switched to English. The Chinese one was full of cuo bie zi. The English one went something like:

290108

Chemistry is, without a doubt, the most boring subject. Ever.

I feel like banging my head on the wall.

Do you know I'm thinking about you now?

310108

First block: Social studies.

Foreign policies, relations & ASEAN.

050208

Life is so effing pissifying.

110208

Get a life, kthx.

180207 (yeah, emo song lyrics):

All this time you were pretending

So much for my happy ending.

And then I also realised how happy I was in sec 4 when I was doing Nanowrimo. Writing makes me happy :D And then there was the time when I went to the library because I decided that I was not literary enough and had to make an effort to "get" poems and I stumbled upon this book of haikus and this was a really nice one:

Lying-

I tell him I'm not looking

for a prince.

(Alexis Rotella)

Haha but maybe it isn't a haiku after all. Aren't haikus supposed to be 5-7-5 or something? Yeah but I remember this book. As I remember the times when I sat down together with friends and tried to write the shittiest, cheesiest poems ever (and we got so much laughs out of it!) Good times, haha ^_^

2010-03-11T22:46:00.002+08:00

xxx says:

and i grabbed it (!!!)

then i let go and it was like ...

c says:

HAHA

why you grab

xxx says:

cos it was dangling in front of me?

c says:

LIKE A PIECE OF MEAT?

xxx says:

HAHAHAHA

c says:

OMG xxx STOP BEING SO HORNY LOLZ

andand

vroomvroom says:

wow

c says:

why lol

vroomvroom says:

my mom has a taste for cute nerdy boys

ok tht sounds wrong

c says:

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA

2010-03-07T21:00:00.001+08:00

2010-03-05T21:52:00.002+08:00

my gawd. everyone is starting to study so seriously already. now on wednesdays between PE and GP we only have half a block and immediately after we're done with PE my classmate rushes off to the library to study.

sian i kinda told my parents that next year for As confirm won't do too badly but i'm not sure about that now... and everyone is telling me that they regret not studying more. which is supposed to be a mirror for me. but it is not working because i am lazyass.

2010-02-28T22:19:00.002+08:00

ohai. how y'all doing. (:

i have floaters in my eyes.

i am trying to adopt a healthy diet/lifestyle... but then i ate chicken today. and i keep eating unhealthy stuff. but very satisfying, ie grilled fish with herbs from MFM YUMYUMYUM. okay. i don't know what else to blog about.

yakun breakfast tmr with my bffs :D

2010-02-27T00:01:00.000+08:00

cherie says:

ahahaha

Today, as I was about to leave my house in my brand new heels, I stepped on a dead mouse. My heel went through it. FML

mavis says:

EWWWWWWWWWW

YUCKS

eliezer says:

omg!

so you impaled it with the heel?!

cherie says:

NOT ME

LOL

LOL ELIEZER LOL

mavis says:

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

ELIEZER YOU DA BEST

omg i love my friends so much haha.

2010-02-26T20:14:00.002+08:00

ohai. how y'all doing.

yeah so today after the talk thingy i went out for bubble tea with my bffs + another friend. and we didn't end up getting bubble tea. we sat in the stall meant for moms to change their babies and talked. and i hope i stay friends with them for a super long time. forever. :D

2010-02-12T23:08:00.001+08:00

hello. how y'all doing.

today was take 5. and yeah. okay i don't feel like blogging haha byebye.

2010-02-09T22:48:00.003+08:00

Haha what good is a blog if you can't post your innermost secrets and thoughts and feelings?

Okay a lot, I suppose. Yeah there are many other uses, but whatever. I cannot stop my paranoia so I shall just talk about trivial and unimportant stuff. Like how I should start studying more. Really. And also I shall have to do PE tmr. Boo. I will remember to bring my sunblock. Oh and I started watching Down with Love recently, the tw drama with Ella and Jerry Yan. I like :D And also today I went to watch Valentine's Day thanks to friend who won tickets and accompanied by Other Awesome Friends.

And also I still don't have CNY clothes yet ): I shall just turn up to places in a potato sack. Boo. And I want Red Bull and tea because I was very tired in class today and I know I will be tired-er tomorrow. Oh no I can't remember what the last thing was.

Okay, I shall go write in my diary now ^_^

2010-02-08T22:02:00.000+08:00

I eat gummy bears for breakfast. says:

dyou prefer like periods where you're plunging high and low, like super happy at one point and kinda depressed at the next, or do you prefer mellow, uneventful contented days?

2010-02-03T22:24:00.002+08:00

ehhhhhhh omg was talking to someone from hk and yeahhh then my finger slipped and i accidentally clicked on a bookmark so it went away from the page! ;_;

but anyway yeah i'm wondering how everyone who is overseas is. Okay idk if got grammatical error. tmr got arenes test. i never study i'm going to get zero. confirm. haha man my blogging now is super singaporean and everything but i really can't be bothered and singlish is awesome.

wah and i really need to create a new email account. my current one is super duper embarrassing. and i only made it 2 (1.5?) years back somemore. ugh haha. k that's about it for today. (:

2010-02-02T22:21:00.002+08:00

Okay haha I've been sick for the past 2 days ): pobre! But nah I'm fine already and a is history. K this is kinda weird I just told M that I started blogging again but I can't really like give anyone the url until I post some more and sensitive stuff is no longer seen on the main page. It's like very hot here. Is my aircon not working? Haha okay since these posts aren't going to be seen by the general public I should make full use of it and like post strange stuff. Haha I'm kinda like typing everything that I'm thinking and it's sort of fun, but I think it would make for a horrible read.

Okay that's all. :D

2010-01-31T18:43:00.002+08:00

HELLO HELLO OMG.

Okay it's like 2010 and i'm back here. Because I feel like blogging again. Haha I keep opening and closing and opening and closing and then I had an lj for a short period of time and I also had a Myspace, did you know that? But yeah I went and deleted them already. And I thought I'd come back here and pick off from where I left off. Why not?

I have all this stuff to say, but I don't know how to say this.

I think that a really has a lot of emotional baggage. And I want to have long phone calls with a the way I did with b but somehow I don't think that would go down well because (at least, to me it seems like) a is the classic serial drama shut everyone out and build a wall kind of person. Seriously? I just want to be a's friend. Hahahha what the shit.

2008-09-07T22:15:00.002+08:00

Hi friends!
Moved. ~~Will post link later on.~~
cherieism.wordpress, haha.

2008-09-07T02:11:00.002+08:00

Hey, friends! Haha been sleeping really late recently (2 am on thurs, 6 am on friday, and it's 2.11am now so technically not sat but sun alr) yeah catching up with people and I'm always in a mellow mood as it gets later. And sleeping at 6 am is funny cuz in less than an hour there's like sunlight shining in and I'm like, wtf? Anyway life is cool cos like more fun things to do and no mugging. Yay. Am happy. But okay.

I think this blog is damn shitty. Haha.

2008-09-03T23:49:00.003+08:00

Yay. Since like I'm pretending that nobody knows this blog, I shall talk about something.
There's just so much stuff happening at once. I don't like people who judge people without knowing them? Some people are really very inconsiderate. It isn't very cool. It spoils my image of them. Haha. And like it just reflects badly on them.

On another note, I'd like to think that there are reasons why things happen, and that when things do happen, the next step is up to you and you can decide how things will eventually turn out. But I really don't know what I'm doing? Lol this is, uh, quite screwed. I don't know if I'm doing the right thing and sometimes I just wish that this never happened and there was a reset button. If you find this familiar, yes, the hc influenced my phrase haha but nevermind, random. Uh so yeah I just really need to carry on with my life. Can't wait till busy period is over and I can start doing all the things I want to do.

Toodles.

2008-09-03T23:18:00.004+08:00

My buddy Alyssha is a super duper awesome person! :D She's really nice and friendly and all that and all the students from tkc are too. Haha. Okay but this is quite unglam cuz I was gross and sweaty after all the games and you can see huge eyebags.

Hello guys.

Eeeeeeh okay this is so weird haha. This blog is getting weirder by the day, I swear. But okay I can't really update because I'm super busy and I'm super tired and I have to get ready pop chalet stuff so yeah.

So msia was really fun and super educational as well.

And... yes.

I don't know, I'm so inarticulate nowadays haha. All I can say is that this is weird this is weird. I feel so restricted/restrained here, but yeah well. Que sera sera, you know? :D

I am going to take away the tagboard and pretend this is my private blog. Oh, joy.

This time I missed home more. Haha and yeah Malaysia was such an overwhelming experience (okay, maybe not, but it was so huge) that it's hard to describe it a few sentences.

1. We now know Mr Azahar's age.

2. A new T has been born.

3. We moisturise (sp?)

4. We also eat a lot at buffets.

5. Cheesecake owns.

6. We love aces day.

7. It was really so fun!

Haha okay I kept like this travelog but yeah... too lazy to dig it out. I'm really just sitting here typing crap loh. I hate posts like these, if I were me I wouldn't even read my own blog. Haha.

Bear with this shitty stuff, eh.

Okay but I should just say that yay I love my Merdeka buddies tiff ltan kkb (thenewa) claudia jessica hweefang haha this trip was really awesome! :D And the teachers were really good too. Yay. Okay I am totally talking rubbish and I am still short of sleep. I should shut up now.

2008-08-24T20:10:00.002+08:00

Woohoo. Bio is over, Math is over, English (compo) is over, Physics is over, Philo is over. Yay no more dumb philo (unless I fail, which is quite likely, come to think of it.) and my Bio notes will live on forever. Seriously I'm super proud of my notes. But philo was damn shitty for the example of harm but no offense I kinda wrote like someone purposely stepped on my foot but I don't mind and don't take offense cuz I'm magnanimous LOL.

And then, since Thursday I already went into slacker mood cos Monday-Wed had been studying fairly hard (for me) and sleeping at 1ams so like yeah throughout the weekend I totally didn't do anything, how awesome, like I didn't study at all and erm yesterday I played 7 hours of sims :D I seriously feel so happy haha. In my defense I can only say that I managed to do a lot in Sims. I erm started a new family and the kid grew up into a teenager (straight A student at the top of her career and with 4 admirers, no less) who is about to go into the uni (and she has 3 scholarships, some Quigley award for having a lot of creativity skills, one young entrepreuner award and one smart aleck award or sth) and both parents are at the top of their careers, meaning they are bosses and the mother flies to work in a superwoman suit. Is that kewl or what. HAHA. I totally love the sims, I'm such a geek! :D:D Played it since like pri sch and I had all the expansion packs for sims 1 zomg. But that was my only indulgence, like I didn't have gameboy, psp, xbox or whatever that other people had :D

Sims 3 is coming out feb next year! Hahahahah I'm seriously a geek. I am so excited about it. Plus I want to read Breaking Dawn. Is that the name of the book? I think a lot of people have read it already. Plus I want to go to interesting places. Plus I want to go and get a temporary job in a bank and earn loads of money. Plus I want to go overseas. I have big plans, baby. But for now, back to History which I am totally DYING at and I know it's my fault and mine alone but I still really and truly don't regret the 7 simming hours yesterday. I don't. :D

I think it takes a lot of bravery (okay fine, stupidity) and character to play 7 hours of computer games in between exams. Yay me.

2008-08-17T19:22:00.004+08:00

Hmmmmm. Let's see. :D

Okay, so life has been pretty good to me.

Because I haven't gained any disease or fallen ill or realised that I was a man or anything. Yeah and like for one or two days I realised like eyas are next week and my stress level was so ****ing high, you wouldn't believe it haha. Then I started studying, but at the same time I hated it so much, I really just abhored it and all that hatred wasn't good for me :D And I was so mean and nasty and shortfused and I'm sorry that my parents had to put up with my crap, but I'm better now because slacker instinct has kicked in.

Haha isn't this screwed, but seriously I don't really care that much leh. Oh no. This is bad right. But whatever. Okay. So I was studying, but I don't think it really worked. Next year I'm going to study a lot. Haha I say that every year? Actually I think this year I did study more than last year. Like maybe 10 or 15% more, but at least I improved right. This is such a disgusting and draggy post. It's like verbal diarrhoea (sp?) I'm just typing out anything that comes to mind but anyway. Yes so next year I shall be more hardworking. But i'm still trying la. But I'm not hardcore mugging... :/

So what has been happening in the last few days?

Everyone's been obsessing over this guy. Sorry I didn't rotate it.

Um okay so that's a really fugly picture of Michael Phelps, I know I might offend people by posting it up but I really don't care haha. I don't mean to erm insult him or anything. It's a caricature. means like, I don't know, he has very long arms? And Kahbian did her monkey walk that day that was uh funny. :D Okay so I wasn't the one who wrote hot face hot muscles. That was her. Erm yeah! So its suppose to like. Be Michael Phelps. You know. I actually think he looks imba in an improper fraction/monkey sense. Why does everyone love him?

Gwen: Blogs about Michael Phelps like everyday.
Michelle: Youtubed Michael Phelps and watched his videos.
Jessica: Took a picture with Michael Phelps and got his autograph!
Eliezer: Talks about Michael Phelps like everyday.
Kahbian: Talks about Michael Phelps everyday, PLUS she got all agitated and she was like "WHOOHOO MICHAEL PHELPS BROKE DA WORLD RECORD!" and she totally whipped the whiteboard with her tie. (?!)

I am surrounded by insanity. Seriously.
Okay and you know what else? I'm getting so much clumsier, it wasn't even funny. Granted, I wasn't graceful or anything before, but I was like just normal la. And now I'm like constantly tripping and hitting something and something else and I ****ING HIT MY HEAD ON A TREE. A tree branch. Well. It was a super sturdy tree branch, like those near the bottom? And it was so ****ing painful man. The impact was so great that after I hit it I was thrown off my feet and fell to the ground. And I was hit while I was voluntarily helping to carry the pe equipment to the storeroom leh. Hello? So I'm like scared that I'm getting stupider.

Yay cool.
Oh, and this is such an old thing alr, but I'm just gonna write it in anyway, I hate the smell of my new soap, it smells kinda like fake flowers. I miss Dove. Dove was the best. I really hate the smell of my new soap (simple repetition ain't gonna get me nowhere, I know.) which is Palmolive. So don't buy that soap. In fact, I hate it so much that I tell it I hate it. It's really good because it reaffirms the fact that I hate it. As in, I feel really good asserting myself and saying it. It's the truth, and I am awfully brave to put this out here in spite of the fact that everyone might start saying I'm crazy and start ostracizing me.

Okay I know this has been a supremely long post but here's one last picture to round it up. This is what happens when I attempt to cook... No actually, it's not even counted as actual cooking, eh? It's just what happens when I attempt to use the microwave. I am so noob at stuff like that.

And yeah my maid went home like a month or so ago. No, I think it was longer. So yeah I had to clean it up all by myself. And the damn clam chowder wasn't even that good.

2008-08-12T19:07:00.003+08:00

I'm sorry.
But moving on to more pressing stuff, what the **** am I doing? (The censoring is only for the benefit of anyone who happens to read this. I've said it and I'll say again- I don't think there's anything wrong with saying it because it doesn't really mean anything.)
No, seriously, I am waaay screwed. I was supposed to have learnt from last year. I seriously feel like rolling my eyes at myself?! Oh man I honestly suck?
internal angst! haha.
What am I supposed to do? -.-
And then also, I totally bet this is karma. Not the bad kind, just the be careful what you wish for because it just might come true! kind.
Okay I'm going crazy.
Plus um whaaaat? (Raises eyebrows.)
Haha this doesn't make sense.
I need to cleanse my life and my soul :D

2008-08-09T19:18:00.003+08:00

Okay... quite a lot of stuff to post about. (Blablabla.)

And on my way home, I was trying to count the number of National Day flags on the hdb flat and I kept stepping into puddles and splashing myself. Gross. Haha.

(blabla) Yay and GUESS WHAT DAD BROUGHT BACK FOR ME LAST NIGHT. It was like a coke!!! IN A BOTTLE!!! FROM THAILAND!!! Oh my god lol it's so damn cute, rly! I love it! :D:D:D Okay wait lol I just read what I typed. A glass bottle, was what I meant. :D Reminds me of this story.

Man I'm really narrating really disgustingly today. I want to be a pirate (but a clean one) and I want a fake moustache. This is not a joke. I really do want a fake moustache. Think of how many people I could freak out with that. It would be such a good practical joke/party trick if I just strolled into class with a moustache one day. I would love that.

Okay so yesterday was National Day celebrations, which went quite well (except for the damn sun, but nevermind, lol.) I was really enthu eh. Haha last year already. Sigh. I can't believe time passes so quickly -.- Okay I know everyone's saying that, but whatever. Hiu and I looked at the ice page on her history notes that we drew, it seemed quite recent but we looked at the date and realised it was four months ago. Haha. I'm going to miss my friends a lot in jc. But anyway, okay back to NDC. It was quite good, I thought. And our class won second for the competition :D Huat ah! Hahahaha. And we took pictures but I won't put it here because 1. Not with me anyway and 2. I look really bad in the pictures :D Oh man this is so retarded, lol, why am I putting a smiley face when I look bad in pictures -.- I hope there's some miracle cure for eyebags. And I kinda missed the presence of the J1 group during the celebrations. Yeah but oh well. This year's song is disgusting, as is the cheer or rap or whatever. I don't like Hadi's voice (Jonathan would have been a much better choice) but the lyrics of the song and the tune is also gross too. Haha I went to visit Jonathan's fanclub webpage again recently. (The last time I went was like when he was in Singapore Idol.) But anyway right, yeah my favourite song of all is the Sun Yanzi one like the "can't wait to see my sunny island in its glorious greenery whether rain or shine it's still beautiful" one :D And it's our P3 song, as Mavis enlightened me. Haha I feel kind of sad for people born after that (or people who are like 5 or something during that year) cos that's really the best ND song ever. Lol. I sound so patriotic. Compared to the rest, I mean. And on the topic of class spirit, I wouldn't say we're the most bonded class, but I do believe that we have progressed quite a bit.

(Talks about classmates and) I'm really glad I had the opportunity to get to know these people! They're all w0nd3rful d00ds haha :D Okay but anyway ND was good. Right what else? Ayar this is taking quite long. I was gonna make a list of things to do but whatever. Okay byebye.
Oh and btw.
I have learnt to play Texas holdem poker. I like the game :D
Cherie>you!

2008-08-07T21:37:00.002+08:00

Ain't no other man, can stand up next to you
Ain't no other man on the planet does what you do(what you do).
You're the kinda guy, a girl finds in a blue moon.
You got soul, you got class.You got style with your bad ass - oh yeah!
Ain't no other man its true - all right -
Ain't no other man but you.

I met him out for dinner on a Friday night
He really had me working up an appetite
He had tattoos up and down his arm
There's nothing more dangerous than a boy with charm
He's a one stop shop, makes the panties drop
He's a sweet-talkin', sugar coated candy man
A sweet-talkin', sugar coated candyman

Haha love these songs! Having a good time slacking. And you know what Weiling's joke is damn funny. Not meant to be a joke, but still damn funny! Like yeah :D Um and what else, tennis is cool, I like it. What else? Guagua. Yah I'm like slacking so much but I'm quite happy and its raining very hard so I'm happy and I'm thinking about going to Malaysia so I'm happy :D Like I realised haha every year since sec 2 i've been going on school field trips eh, and I just like posted (blabla) Okay I dunno why I said that. But yeah. Random la wtv.

OMG LIKE YOU KNOW WHAT?! I (blabla). When I saw (blabla) my heart seriously sank cuz (blabla) and I thought (blabla) and when I saw (blabla) I thought it was (blabla) And then I was like WTF IT'S (blabla) SERIOUS?!?!?!?!? (blabla) LULZ I FEEL LIKE CRYING.
But anw right. (blabla) Which is quite noob. (blabla) I guess (blabla) Now like zzz. Okay w/e (blabla) HAHAHHAHAA. And like (blabla) I DONT CARE I STILL (blabla)

Haha that was totally incoherent but whatever! :D So much caps lol. Erm yeah and I think I'm happy also because I took a long nap :D But a mosquito bit my ass while I was sleeping -.- Haha anyway right what was I going to say?

I should not (blabla)! :D

2008-08-05T18:18:00.004+08:00

People judge people all the time. I wish I were brave enough to tell the world that AAABBBCCC.

Emo now?!
At first blabla. But then blabla. So I realise that time + place + context is very important. So it's a pity, and it's a waste. Or maybe I was just being overanalytical, huh.
Haha incoherent :D
Anyway, nah. I'm not really emo. I'm thankful for that.
Oh man this post really sucks, but don't care la.

2008-08-03T00:02:00.001+08:00

(Cheesy stuff about Red Cross :D)

Btw right, digressing a bit, I thought about being a radio DJ, quite a cool job eh? But haha I dunno I think my voice's not good enough. Cuz radio DJs are supposed to be very smooth and suave and article lol and have erm silky and creamy voices. Plus those that are on morning shows have to wake up really early. (Ew.)

So I went to Woodlands to study with Yingling today

(OH MY GOD abcdefghijklmnopqrstuv and this is so not going on public blog because its too funny in an embarassing way:D)

And yes I was studying at Yingling at woodlands (attempting to, more like.) and I saw so many ex-Chongfu people lol :D Like... 3, 4 including me. Haha. But anyway, yes Yingling says she's high when she's with me, and she even drew me a chart to prove it, and she like sings random stuff when I'm trying to study to distract me, but she taught me about the CLAP thing?! Can't remember already lol. Her brain truly functions in amazing ways. But I got so little work done! Zz haha. Cannot afford to slack alr la eyas coming but I'm still slacking. Ah well. And then we started making super a lot of noise at the library and there was this mother and child there who were staring at us disapprovingly but haha don't care la and I saw this book with two pages about ICE (!!!) and Yingling saw this book about mailing socks to people and I borrowed this book about this girl who's a vampire and it totally kicks ass and I wanna be a vampire too! LOL. Okay it's not lame shit or really unrealistic stuff. I mean I guess it's unrealistic but not OVERLY unrealistic... it's very funny. And nice :D And okay what else, let me remember. Okay I think that's about it? Plus I saw this 20 year old in the library. JOKE! JOKE!!! Omg lol. Okay not like the 20 year old will come here and read this :D Fine, 15. W/e. And then right, that's about it, but then I went for dinner with my dad which pretty much sucked and I'm not going to order that again and yeah. :D

BACK TO RED CROSS.

The bottom line right, (haha like summarizing essay or what shit) okay shouldn't say cheesy stuff anymore. Let me think of a classy way to phrase it.

Red Cross has changed my life forever. The footprints the entire unit has made in my heart can never be erased.

Wtf?!?!? I don't know how I come up with this kind of cheesy crap. I mean, cheesy stuff. But it's not crap, cuz it's true :D HAHAHAHA yes. It's gonna be so much worse during chalet and when we finally leave rg. ): And I just realised, because of dumb Malaysia trip I probably won't be there for POP. So gross right! ): ): Siling said to photoshop myself into the picture. ):

2008-07-29T21:30:00.008+08:00

Yay clockwise from top: Claudia, Xuan, WEILING (hiding), Lynnette (with double n), Hiu (haha check out the expression on her face), Tiff, Mavis (so cute!), me, Eliezer (Luo han hair). I love you guys! :D
TIFFANNYYYYYY AND ME :D The tongue sticking out thing is a long story originating from a random article in some chinese book :D Take care tiff!
Sometimes I really think we're crazy. But then again, normal is boring :D
Love you guys!
I don't know these people . Honestly. The one on the left is not Mavis and the one on the right is not me.

DOGGGGG :D Haha so suspicious.

We are totally retarded, man. This was urban trail recce. At a cool fish and chips place. My hair is screwed hole in hair don't look there :D

This was in sec 3 :D Awwww I miss them. Back when Pat was... still a teeny bit guai.

Eliezer is RUNNING AWAY FROM HOME O: And I know that shades like those are poseur but I still like them anyway :D
Don't ask. :D

Lollipop gang! Omg so funnyyyy. This was taken in sec 3 erm ttime finals :D I love this picture so much hahahha.

This was taken in sec 2. During some footdrill training.

I'm feeling sentimental. -.-

Blogger is taking forever to upload pics, man.

I can't believe last training is tmr.

So fast ):
And school is ending soon, too. I think rj is gonna be sucky. Well, not as good. Don't you?
D:
Haha I need to start doing history. Really.

2008-07-27T22:04:00.001+08:00

Erm I just found out that raisins are grapes. Omg. Feel so dumb :D
And I totally fucking hate chem pt, haha don't even express surprise at my usage of that word because if you've never heard me use it before it just means that we aren't very close because I actually use it occasionally. And no, I don't think there's anything wrong with it, and I'm not being vulgar because if you think about it, it only means sex, so the sentence doesn't even make sense, see?

I totally sex hate chem pt la.

See? Doesn't make sense! Seriously, don't tell me I'm vulgar because I don't think I'm being vulgar and it's not as if I use it a lot or whatever. And don't tell me not to say it because I will say whatever I want. I hate people who tell me what to do.
Yeah but anyway chem pt sucks la.

2008-07-26T23:51:00.003+08:00

I HAVE SECRETS THAT I WON'T TELL YOU :D
I feel happy that i have another private blog!
Hahaha but then the secret also not say what big secret la. nvm.
So today, I slacked quite a lot.
And I bonded with my dad :D
And I was like thinking about uh, life. As in lifestyle hahaha. A lot of cool stuff but then I can't be bothered to write everything down :D
AND I DID MY CHEMISTRY. Well, kind of. I did that part to show that thing but I still did to add narrations and ughhh screwedddd and haha yesterday was kind of like a bad day for all of us, like me Hiu Eliezer I don't know about Mavis. Something Bad happened to me and then the train I was on stalled and like um Hiu forgot to bring her camera home and had to go back to school and Eliezer missed her busstop and had to walk to the mrt and nearly got knocked down!
God, please show some love!
Haha but today is a better day, so yay! :D
Ew I don't know why I'm being like disgustingly bright and happy and ghey. When I shouldn't, because my chi oral is like on MONDAY and yeah chem pt and hist pt and all. grrrr.

2008-07-24T21:57:00.003+08:00

You know what? I ran home in the heavy rain today :D So fun!
Plus my baby cousin is so cute!
Haha plus I'm feeling quite happy now, dunno why also...
I forgot what I wanted to blog about ):
Oh yes!
Do any of you guys happen to have eyelashes that get itchy sometimes?
And if it does, do you ever pull it out?
Cuz I do that a lot and I'm worried that I'll be left with no eyelashes.
I can't seem to remember what else I wanted to say, so!'
edit/
Oh yes now I remember.
I'm looking for a friend who I can call and be like "HEY LET'S GO OUT" and like we go out that day, preferably to ulu places because I now hate (okay fine, not hate, but I'm sick of) shopping malls and all the usual suspects and stuff. And I'm looking for someone who wants to experience new stuff :D Like anything and everything haha.
Okay I think this is a tough criteria... specially since everyone's so busy nowadays. I don't mean go out now la! Haha that'd be crazy, like after eoys or stuff, yeah just a thought :D
And I'm not going to tell anyone what to do but IF I WERE YOU, I would live life more spontaneously :D

2008-07-19T21:38:00.001+08:00

I’m so proud of myself, I just swept the floor. Cuz my maid has left. Zzzzzzzz haha I don’t mind like sweeping my floor, making my bed, folding clothes, cleaning up after myself and stuff like that but I’d die before I have to wash a toilet :D I don’t care if that means I’m spoilt or not. We need to get a new maid prontooooo. Not that my parents are making me wash toilets, or anything.

And the funny this is like yesterday right I was supposed to go to Hiu’s house, I took the effing wrong bus (yes, my intellect is to be praised) and wound up at the freaking end of the world where there was the railway to Malaysia and like Salvation Army and you know at that side it really looks like the end of the world there are no high rises and stuff, lol. Everytime I go to bukit timah I get lost. I hate bukit timah, man. And then I wound up at Bukit Timah Plaza (?!) which is THE MAID PLACE. Lol I mean it’s like the mother of all shopping centres wherein many maid agencies are located. That’s what my mom said anyway, but not exact phrasing, of course. Now this is what I call irony. Haha.

And yesterday, yeah chem pt sucks so bad, and I love my groupmates they are all so funny and we are totally awesome. HAHAHA. Anyway yeah so today was like band concert which went quite well (good job all of you :D) and like yeah! Ayar and I was feeling guilty for drinking barcardi coke about like every night (empty calories, I hear you, Eliezer!) so I did sit-ups. :D

I've been listening to classics lately! Hahahah old people music, whatever, but they're really good like the tune is awesome and the lyrics are wonderful and you should really check out the eagles especially hotel california and desperado. :D

Okay (whole chunk of other stuff here) that's all for today. What a long post! :D

2008-07-15T23:21:00.003+08:00

Haha I dunno why but I just feel happy. Decided to talk to a lot of random people (okay, so maybe not that random) on msn today. And talking to people makes me feel happy :D And listening to nice songs always makes me happy :D And I'm happy that I can still be happy from life's little pleasures. If you need a ferrari and a bungalow to be happy, I think you have some serious issues. :D

So anyway, I wanted to blog about something, but I forgot what it was, so I guess I, uh, won't. Oh wait, I just remembered. Lol. I lead a very decadent and slackerish lifestyle sometimes. Like I am such a slob you won't even believe it, my entire table is covered in random stuff like unopened newsweeks and 17 magazines and storybooks and physics textbook (un gone through) and telephone and belt (I always have to keep my belt nearby, see, I only have one left) and bag and opened 6 pack correction tape and rubber band from the Mr Bean biscuit box and keys and diary and blotters and hairband and CDs and bio journal (un revised, too.) And like I just wake up and slink off to my computer and sit at it the whole day? So grosssss. Haha. But okay la recently been eating quite healthily. Like nestum, cheese, wholegrain bread, nutella, soybean milk, cereal for breakfast. (Obviously not all of them at once.) Except for today... I ate one Mr Bean biscuit for breakfast. And then ate lunch at like 3. Haha I shouldn't do that!

And I'm sorry, I know I ignore people too much which is why I'm trying to improve. Honestly, I have ignored everyone at least once and I ignored my tutor for like 4 days, smses, calls, and I feel bad. Kinda. So I am going to honestly Make An Effort to start replying people. I do! I mean, I'm better nowadays than last time. Really loh. Ask your conscience.

Anyway, I guess that's about it. I should go bathe and get to sleep. :D

Lastly, I love my parents! (I know the picture quite unglam but we all look very happy in it la.) Even though I don't have any siblings right, I think when it comes to the crux of the matter, my parents are really great parents -although they can get very crappy at times and very unreasonable, but that's once in a blue moon. Haha sorry! So sue me for not sugarcoating things :D) And yeah so this is super cheesy but I love them!

Yeah la face cutoff what can I say? My zipai skills not very good. Lol. See my dad's sticking his tongue out! Haha.

2008-07-15T15:28:00.002+08:00

Yeh and like, I hate people who call other people Ms. something. With the exception of hotel staff and people like that, obviously. I mean, are they trying to be cute? What's up with the whole Ms Foo Ms Foo thing? Like whatever (Rolls eyes.)

XXX says:
>.<
cherie! says:
i'm antisocial, don't bother.
XXX says:
dun like that la..
come on...

Don't tell me what to do or what not to do. I'm just like that, and why should I change? Sometimes messages pop up from people, and I don't even feel like replying them, but I do anyway because I'm trying to be more considerate and stuff. Zz and then it makes me feel like banging my head on the wall but obviously I'm not going to bang my head on the wall because I'm going to continue my fabulous life and pretend that you, this little icky ant, does not exist. Kthxbai.

2008-07-11T22:55:00.002+08:00

Blablabla, xxx, aaa, x equals -b +/- square root of! b square - 4(a)(c) all over 2a! :D

Anyway, yeah I guess what I realised is that you really can't tell, and I can't know for certain. I guess this is something that has been ingrained in us -oh, don't judge a book but it's cover, or ZHI REN ZHI MIAN BU ZHI XING (lol?) but yeah it takes something like this to um, fully realise the extent of it.

And I also realise that I tend to wear my heart on my sleeve. Like my new chinese tutor is really irritating in the sense that she's condescending and patronizing and brusque and stuff, so I don't really like her, but I didn't realise I showed it so much until mom and dad told me I was like very stiff and tense during tuition and sitting on the edge of my seat or whatever. And yeah. Like in daily life, if I'm affected by stuff I just can't let emotions not show. Haha. It's good in the sense that i'm... truthful? I guess but bad in the sense that yeah when I go out to work and all the office politics start, I might be at a disadvantage.

Anyway, it's friday (woohoo!) and next week is a holiday (double woohoo!) But haha have to go back to school on monday to do some survey but we're having class lunch and after that I'm going out with gwen so that's nice :D And I'm going fishing on thursday woohoooooo haha finally found someone who has the same boring old-uncle (according to others) interest as me. Lol.

Eh and I can't believe it's just 4 weeks left, so fast! :/

2008-07-09T20:55:00.002+08:00

Yay I'm blogging back here again instead of wordpress, haha doesn't make much difference anyway seeing how there's like no one. :D But anyway, I guess it's good to go back to old things once in a while. Unless it's bad things, of course. Lol, so weird.
Yeah recently I've been feeling kind of empty inside.
I don't really know why?
And I just feel really alone and stuff, even if there's a lot of people around. And I feel like that person who gets high and laughs and laughs and does funny stuff is actually just a different person, and I'm kind of disconnected. Sheeeeeesh haha but I'm not emoing. Really.

I'm feeling empty
is different from
I'm feeling empty. There's no one here for me. If I were to die, no one would notice or bother. What's the point of living?

Hahahahaha yeah la although I feel alone I guess it's just like psychological and stuff, because I really love all of my friends so much thanks you guys for everything :D
And then I'm thinking about fate, how do you know it really exists? Some people say coincidence is God's way of remaining anonymous and some things are really really very magical, like how people enter your life and stuff, hahhahaha. Then sometimes I'll just get this feeling that something is meant to happen because at this particular point, yknow like someone just happens to come along.
Or maybe I'm just overanalyzing. :D
Potential lit student? Lol.
But whatever it is, I guess I'm thankful. :D

2008-07-02T21:29:00.002+08:00

I'M BACK! YOOHOOOOOO~
haha so yeah like I'm blogging again. Because you guys asked me to. (!) :D
Erm. This is so weird. Haha wordpress>blogger.
But anyway...
Okay i'm really supposed to be doing bio, so this is just a welcome distraction. Actually, I'd rather be watching videos on youtube.
How to be emo is funny right! :D There are other funny videos. So watch this!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZjHMSE7-oME
hahahhaahahah very funny :D
Okay now I sound like I'm advertising -.-
Guess what I ate fried rice today. Ew.

2008-05-05T20:45:00.000+08:00

lovingg all of you + rgco(huuz) + osl07 76!!! 32Cs! says:
CHERRY DEAR! : D
(no no no dont reply just read la xP)
JIAYOUS JIAYOUS JIAYOUS! : D
I LOVE YOU TO BITS KAY! : D

cherie! says:
haha.
i feel like dying la.

`lovingg all of you + rgco(huuz) + osl07 76!!! 32Cs! says:
SO DONT GIVE UP IN MUGGING ABOUT MIZAR'S (HIS) STORY! : D

cherie! says:
when myas is over
i am going to like.
sleep.

`lovingg all of you + rgco(huuz) + osl07 76!!! 32Cs! says:
HUG ME!!!!

cherie! says:
and sleep.
and sleep.

`lovingg all of you + rgco(huuz) + osl07 76!!! 32Cs! says:
then sleep xD

cherie! says:
some more.

`lovingg all of you + rgco(huuz) + osl07 76!!! 32Cs! says:
hahahaha i feel like doing that too xD
yayy when myas over we shall SLEEP TOGETHER!!! ^^
sheesh that sounds damn wrong O.O
okay nvm hahaha go back to his story! : D
-offers moral support! : D-
(ohh btw the stars dont shine cos the cherry is shining to brightly xD)

cherie! says:
WHATTTTTTTTTT
OMGZ
ERM.
i am so not sleeping with you! lol!

2008-02-22T20:17:00.001+08:00

Haha I feel like I need to explain myself even though I'm sure I have no readers left ):
New blog!
And yeah closed to public for my privacy oh gosh I forgot how awesome it felt to be able to write any kind of crap/bullshit and not having to be accountable for it. :D
That said, I might still update here. Not sure though.
Love to everyone!

2008-02-15T16:03:00.002+08:00

AHHHH VDAY!
Haha thanks everyone for the presents they were all awesome :D (And calorie-laden, but whatever.)
Thank you especially because yours is something that will stay forever. Although I'm keeping us under wraps, it's just 'cause I don't see the need to tell everyone and anyway, it doesn't matter because we know what we have is special :D
Haha and then school has been not bad, recently. As in, this whole year. Oh I started studying again! Lmao. Only a little, but I did start again. And today was total defence day and there was the dumb firedrill thing. O:

2008-02-13T21:01:00.000+08:00

A lot of things have been happening, but I don't really feel like posting. I think I shall abandon this sad sad blog and start a new (private) one. Then I can write all my secrets and no one will ever find out. Teeheeheeeeee =="
Anyway, I'm feeling kinda stressed. So much stuff. Rawrs.
And it seems like ages since cough.

2008-02-03T21:59:00.000+08:00

Thanks a million DAD, clay, lynnette, weirong, polly, delia, yunxi.
Haha okay life is too short yeah. :D

2008-02-03T15:25:00.001+08:00

AHHHH Haha do you know what I want to buy?
FBTs and yellow skinnies but I don't know if I should! It'll set me back by about $40? And I'll have to go and collect from the people. And I dunno when it'll get here. But the skinnies by 4th or 5th eh!
Dilemma dilemma. Haha. Online shopping is fun!
Btw C came online! Yay! Lmao C is crazy.

C says:
!!!!!!
THAT'S ONLY CAUSE I'M STILL FEELING THE EFFECTS OF MY HEAD FLU, IT EFFECTS MY HEAD DUH
ONCE I'M FULLY BETTER I WILL BE IN 100% CONDITION AND I WILL BE ABLE TO ONCE AGAIN DISPLAY MY SUPERIOR LEADSHIP SKILLS LIKE I ONCE SHOWED U MANY TIMES BEFORE
REMEMBER HOW MANY TIMES I DESTROYED U
I WILL DO IT AGAIN ONE DAY
JUST U WAIT HAHAAHAHA

cherie! says:
RAWRRRRRRRRR
YOU WISH YOU WISH
i am so gonna flush you down the toilet bowl, dude.

2008-01-28T20:51:00.000+08:00

GRRRRRRRR.
Boredom is not lack of activities, it's the state where someone cannot focus and concentrate on an activity, hence feeling restless.
Sounds familiar?
Rawr okay school is awesome. Not really but I don't know, it's just very funny. I keep on cracking up randomly in class. Hmm.
And then homework is a lot as usual and I'm not doing it as usual. Ohnoez! Haha I don't know why. Everytime I tell myself I must go study but I just lack the discipline. Okay, actually I know why. It's because there are so much other fun(ner) things to do yeah.
I haven't talked to my friend (who's currently in america) for about 2 weeks plus plus! Haha x would definitely tell me that studying is so fun and college is so fun grrrr why isn't it fun for me! O:
Oh ya and weiling is totally awesome cos she lent me testtubes and saved my ass from being slaughtered by l i m b e e e n g :D Thanks you rock!
Oh ya and I went home on 190 today (for the first time by myself) with Lynnette and HiuWai. Hahaha.

2008-01-26T16:26:00.000+08:00

Argh I'm just feeling irritated that I haven't gotten my new year clothes yet, haha. Everyone has alr loh! And people have like 2 outfits and I don't have a single piece. ): Haven't been shopping in too long. Can't even remember the last time I bought a piece of clothing. It's been ard two months, I think. WITHDRAWAL! Lmao. If this goes on, I'll start foaming at the mouth. :D

2008-01-25T20:30:00.000+08:00

Watched 27 dresses today, it was good. :D Haha like really funny and sweet!
Hm there's like so much homework and stuff but so far I think I can still cope eh.
Anddddd haha loads of stuff has been happening but no time to blog abt everything :D But school's fun, yeah. I spent one entire lunch laughing in the classroom with those crazy people, haha. My aura is totally the strongest okay. And I created a revolution, by challenging the law of gravity. So now I have Cherie's Law Of Gravity Defiance. Admittedly, some other people can do it too (although they are nowhere as good as me) but ltan can't. Hah! Cfoo>Ltan. And Claudia didn't believe me she thought I was using some super glue or I was applying pressure or something. Haha it's all about the aura, man. Oh but too bad the grapefruit seeds are now gone cos they were meant for RS anyway. D:

2008-01-22T21:17:00.001+08:00

k I'm just gonna blog really really quickly then have to go do hw for a short while cos I haven't done any today except 5 min of rs and downloading the history ppt. And I haven't done much in these few weeks. Anyway. :D
Haha I guess what chew said was right about perception vs reality. It doesn't only apply to foreign politics. (On a competely different note, chew has nice cufflinks man. Ladybug today.) Yeah and I think what's really most important is to really enjoy yourself and not to dwell on the negative. I know it's easier said than done, but I'm working on it. :D
Haha I wonder what * is doing now. But whatever it is I wish * and everyone else the best. Must all jiayou for our last year already. Zz it just struck me that we're going rj next year. Grrrr I really don't want to, will miss the atmosphere in rgs muchos.
And I miss all my 2/6 classmates! Rahhh we should go out sometime. :D

2008-01-22T20:25:00.000+08:00

grr grr, rawr rawr. :D
Haha recently life has been somewhat sucky in a sense = environment and people. BUT it isn't that bad cos throughout everything I've been maintaining a (quite) optimistic outlook.
Shout-out! Thanks to everyone who cares and those who asked me if I'm alright. You guys rock I will love you forever :D
Anyway. Yes.
Grr there's so much things to say but I can't say it cos my blog is public now. I'm thinking it was a mistake to go public. Hehs. But the things I have to say aren't bad, they're just very very very very private :D
Like how after everything, I'm still thinking of you. Damnit I'm just a teenager, but I'm going to prove I can do perfectly fine without you :D Please stop appearing everywhere and talking to me. Thanks.

2008-01-20T18:24:00.001+08:00

HIEAAAAAAAA.
Life is looking up, haha.
And that's good, I mean I guess I was just too unaware in the past few years.
Um, or maybe I didn't really need to be aware. But now I do. And I am. Lmao.
I really feel like I've made progress. If I was stuck like how I was before, I would probably just emo away the entire weekend or something, just cos of that. Lmao.
Today = 2.7km + 120 situps! Yay haha even though I was on medication cos of this weird allergy. I never knew I had an allergy o_o I even thought it was mosquito bites, like 10 million of them, before they started spreading and my skin was super red and blotchy and puffy and disgusting fine I shall shut up now. :D
I just hope I can keep up at it. Sec 4 alr, no more emoing. :D

Haha pictures from Casuarina Curry or something, one weekend after gym session. The sunglasses are MINE! And I'm wearing my class tee OO: haha I still thinks it looks like a grapefruit. In a good way, of course. :D

2008-01-19T23:56:00.000+08:00

I have to get off the computer in exactly 3 minutes, so I'll try and make this quick.
Today was very eventful. A rollercoaster of emotions. That wasn't brought about by me, but I think I handled it well. I didn't allow it to really get to me, so that was good. The long walk cleared my head :D
Even thought that's so, I think you should stop venting on me. It doesn't achieve anything. It just shows me the horrible side of your character and yeah gives me not so nice memories.
Haiya! Forget it haha. I'm just really proud of myself that I didn't crumble or anything.
And to everyone else, if I seem slightly off or something, it's not that I mean to be rude or I hate you or anything. It's just that I'm going through a lot right now, and I would appreciate it if you don't bother me with trivial stuff, cause there is so much that you don't know about, and I don't need this right now.
Kthxbai.

2008-01-17T20:38:00.000+08:00

omg, sorry, but ew.
seriously, ew.
I don't know what's happening to people man.
Gross shizzzzzz.

Haha nevermind their business. :D
Anyway I'm really hooked on antm. As (some) people can prolly tell.
I've watched like 6 cycles on youtube eh. Within the last 3 months.
Haha I should go and do my homework! Right. Immediately after blogging and bathing. :D
Haha and our class theme is so cool! Blue's clues! Haha it's an awesome class theme and our class looks so nice. And I walked around school with a pawprint (a clue) on my school badge. :D
And I see my name on lynnette's blog! Lmao nevermind. That girl arh her face dao but I never realised she's so crazy and laughs at everything. :D
Oh ya and I can't stand nian fanfic. :D

2008-01-15T21:19:00.000+08:00

Wow.
Oh, hi.
Ayar so many things have happened! Hm.
I don't know what to say :/
On one particular subject, I'm not sure if it has been closed haha. It sort of feels like it has. I think I finally feel like really moving on and not... thinking about it anymore, or something. Lol that doesn't make sense! Anyway. :D
Ya today gwen came over. Haha I don't know what's wrong with me okay. I'm supposed to be super mugger this year, remember? :/ But like this week I stopped mugging alr. Which sucks. But anyway. Ya the rain. Omg the rain. Sheesh I'm not making sense again but nevermind cos this blog is for my own entertainment anyway.
Sucks to be you :D
Haha jk.

2008-01-12T16:19:00.003+08:00

Ayar this is bad! I'm actually feeling depressed. First time this year. It took 12 days. Haha.
:/
Just cos I act like I don't know doesn't mean I really don't. Who are you trying to kid? It's so obvious, but nevermind. Your decision. I shan't interfere.

2008-01-11T22:20:00.001+08:00

Pictures!
Sorry for the extremely random placement, but yeah :/
Most of them were from this hotel haha and aren't the red drums cool! :D The one of the hdb flat is the view from my room and I think the shot was captured nicely :D And the one with the highlighter is my ss notes which I got really bored with, plus my keys. And the one of three of us is the one where we tried on matching shirts- from left: the farmer, the tramp and the butcher :D

Haha yes well Tan, toh and I went into the hall but Toh was stopped at the front to be booked. Tan, being as oblivious as she always is, grabbed a random girl by her sleeve and pulled her along to our class. LMAO at the girl's shocked expression. And then during the school song she started laughing and then I started laughing and we couldn't control our laughter and kept on laughing and I think some people at the back started laughing too and someone asked, "what are they laughing about?!"

2008-01-11T21:30:00.001+08:00

Okay. Okay, you see? I'm blogging. That contract had better be done by monday! Haha.

Well, anyway. Here is the story of the egg and the cauliflower, folks. :D Brought to you by me, me, and me, and of course, the person who kept on asking me to blog about it.

Once upon a time, there was an egg. Actually, there were a lot of eggs, but only one plays an important role in this story. Now, where was I? Ah, yes. The egg. The egg was happily sitting on the countertop, minding its own business, when along came a stranger- a cauliflower. The egg couldn't really see the cauliflower properly as the cauliflower had a mask on which obscured part of its face, and the cauliflower began talking to the egg. Zz okay I can't divulge the exact words of the conversation because then erm it's not very nice. Lmao. But the gist of it was, the cauliflower introduced itself to the egg, and then asked the egg if it was available to be cooked into an omelette with it. The egg was like -.- wth and the cauliflower said sorry and went away :D Presumably to bother other unsuspecting eggs to cook into an omelette with it. Then after a while the cauliflower came back. The egg was in the fridge and the cauliflower shouted 'y' outside. The egg heard it but ignored it and went to sleep :D The End.

Haha my analogies rock okay! Can't believe this type of cauliflowers are in existance, lmao. Don't get cooked will die meh? Cheh!

2008-01-10T18:47:00.001+08:00

Ugh. U-G-H ugh. Today was a terrible waste of time. But whatever. I wouldn't even have minded it if something like this happened last year. Which I guess did. Goes to show that I'm changing a lot :/

Ee-to-be (hereafter known as Eee) and I went to cjc. Only, we took the freaking bus all the way to the end when we should have alighted after one stop. And I was at some damn ulu serangoon area with negative value in my ezlink. Grr it was so frustrating, and such a waste of time when I should be studying. Hah, look at me. I'm so mugger alr. But no high belt/socks/neat hair la. I'll never do that O:

I had to come home by 853 and the bus took like 10 million years to arrive. Okay, like 20 minutes. I'm not even kidding. I was stoning at freaking serangoon. And I reached home at 6 when I should have been home by 4.30. And my RS mentor keeps on keeping us back. She doesn't really guide us along loh. Zz.

AND when I was on my way home there was this stranger who stopped me. I have no idea who she is, but apparently she knows me. And she started asking me how was I, how I went to school, if I would be going to RJ, and talking about how tall I've grown. Okay, that's a sore point. I've grown exactly NONE since two years ago. Still stuck at 162 cm. (We had our height/weight today.) I can't believe I'm so short, it sucks. Okay at least I didn't gain weight. I lost like 0.1 kg. And then that stranger started rubbing my arm and telling me I was very fair. Like wth -.- Damn irritating can. Okay actually I shouldn't overreact, but I was already feeling :/ Ya and I'm always in the sun k, like always but I don't tan, I just turn red and then turn white back again -.-

Haha okay on the brighter side of today,

AT IS GONE. OMG. [: Well, unfortunately not forever. He's on reservice, or however you spell that.

And haha during cle we had this teacher who was like, "Hi I'm _. Mr A l d r i n T e e is not here today so I'll be taking you." And xuan and I were playing bingo, only with letters instead of numbers, and at that moment I announced "T" very very super loudly and the teacher stared at me like o_o haha we couldn't stop laughing and okay nevermind. (:

You know what's showing again! Haha the show with sll who looks like my sec 1 classmate and sec 1,2,3,4 yearmate SL! Hahahaha it's so... idk, reminscent of the old times. I shall go tell her [:

/edit
Haha I forgot to mention our class vision, or whatever it is! We took a vid of us saying it :D
"We, the *TOOOOOOT* of 408, strive to (long sentences that I forgot.)" And our class theme pwns! Hahahahaha blue's clues! :D

2008-01-10T18:33:00.000+08:00

Okay just cos I don't reply to you on msn means you have to go and call my house. I'm so sure la.

Get a life.