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Tuesday, January 01, 2008

I just want to run away from it all.
Haven't felt like this since a long, long time.
Well, it's now officially 2008, and school's starting tomorrow.
It's the first time in a long while since I had such an enjoyable holiday, and also the first time in a long while that I feel anxious and am slightly dreading returning to school.
Maybe it's got something to do with the fact that this year is my last year in rgs.
I think your school, environment and the people around you really help to mould the kind of person you become.
I want to make the best of the last year at school. I don't want to regret anything, because after this it's bye to rg, orchard and an all-girls environment ):
Haha I won't recap on the past year or anything here, because I've done that many times in my own head. But well.
Yesterday was our class gathering. I don't know what to make of it, everyone's changed so much. And I suppose I have too. Haha it just feels weird. Everything's changed. It also made me realise that I'm losing my childhood.
Haha okay does that make sense? I mean, obviously I know I'm getting older each day but I never really felt the huge difference between before and now. And after yesterday I saw such a huge gaping difference and it was like I took off my sunglasses or something -.- Haha I'm really oblivious sometimes, but nevermind.
There's nothing much I can do about that, but the pace at which life moves is sometimes a little scary. One minute you're slogging through school, trying not to fail (or I am, at any rate) and then the next minute the whole year has flown past. That's why I really have to cherish every moment I have. Oh god haha this is such a heavy and serious post.
On another note, don't watch I Am Legend. When I first saw the ad for it I thought it looked like a good movie. But it's not -.- It's not scary enough, haha. Okay haha I'm weird in the sense that I like watching horror movies but so far none of them have been really frightening or chilling like scared-to-go-to-sleep kind of scary. Haha not that I've watched a lot, but yeah. Maybe it's cos the sense of reality is largely lacking and I don't believe in, you know, monsters and stuff. That sucks. I would love to get a horribly scary movie and scream my guts out :D Hasn't happened yet.
Haha I reached home yesterday at slightly past 11 I think to see my room in shambles D: Cos dad was supposed to put the shelf up but he needed someone to lift it while he drilled and haha the drilling and knocking and everything at such a late hour was a nuisance to the neighbours, I bet. But we did it quickly enough so maybe by the time they called the police we were done. Lmao. And then I had to sleep on the sofa on the first day of 2008 cos my mattress wasn't on the bed and the room was covered in newspapers and everything! Haha.
Chapter seven's calling. (As world domination is.)
3:52 PM
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