Sunday, December 23, 2007
Boooooo.
I really don't know _ anymore. Which sucks. If you think of it as 8 years of friendship. I don't know if I've changed, or _ has changed, but everything's so different now. If I met _ only today and hadn't known _ for all these years, we probably wouldn't even be close friends. And the gap is already so wide apart that I can't bring myself to close it. Which is not to say that I haven't tried. I don't know when the wall between us was built. Maybe it was there from the beginning. But all the traits that I see in _ are now magnifying, and the truth is glaring at me like a komodo dragon with bulging eyeballs. I don't really think _ is my good friend anymore.
Okay, whatever. The friendship is still there. I'm making a mountain out of a molehill. It's the goodfriendship that can't be salvaged. I think. Haha am I making sense? Prolly not.
Anyway today I was supposed to go to the gym. As usual. But I didn't. But I jogged 2.4 km at home! :D Haha I feel so accomplished. Because last week I only managed 1.3 km which is like such a hugeeeee detorioration, (however you spell that word). Haha it was... good lying on my bed ___ after that with the fan blowing straight at me :D
FD and evac is looming nearer. My uniform is still in the red cross room, have to go get it, maybe tmr ): Should practice on the stretcher while I'm there, gaaaah.
Enough of the depressing stuff. I went to school ytd to practice evac haha and talked to yling and nicole and we're going overseas togetherrrrrr !~ Haha sometime in the far, far future. Anyway. Yes. After that, Gwen and Mavis and I were supposed to go to Arab street but G pangsehed AGAIN (!!!) haha so yeah M and I went. We went walking ard the Bugis Junction shops first :D I saw a lot of nice fedoras! One in Topman. Almost wanted to buy it, but it's like $55 and I didn't want to blow my painstakingly-saved monehhh. Haha okay then we went to Arab Street (asking directions along the way) and traipsed along the fabric shops. Well, I traipsed and she dragged her feet whilst complaining about the heat. Haha. It wasn't even that hot. We were out in the sun for 5 min, TOPS. Haha thanks anyway to my homie for going with me :D I bought lovely purple shantung and black I-don't-know-the-name fabric, and muslin and okay I'm going to borrow my aunt's sewing machine. Cough.
Cherie gets things done! :D
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I forgot to mention the hotel! Haha. Anyway we were so tired so we spent about 45 minutes or so sitting on a soft squashy armchair in this hotel, listening to the live music. The hotel was so nice. I wish our lessons could be conducted like that. We could totally see A.T. standing on the stage hahaha. Anyway. Apparently I'm a musician magnet cos both musicians (this old guy playing the piano and this youngish woman playing the flute) kept staring at me. No, I'm not joshing. They kept on trying to lock eyes with me. Haha ask Mavis. I was hiding behind the pillow and she kept saying that they were looking at me. Or maybe it was the pots behind me, eh? :D
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