Cue loud sigh.

So many things have happened recently.
The thing with church, my grandfather passing away.
& My friend's in taiwan, my other friend stopped talking to me for a short while, and I'm going to hk in a while, then the funeral's on thursday and I have guitar lesson later on.
Okay la it's just weird.
Then I suddenly thought about him.
And it's been quite long since I did so. I mean, is this closure?
I bet 10 years down the road or sth I'll look back and laugh and wonder why I was so childish or whatever. But yeah.
Just... wondering about my faith. In Christianity, and stuff.
Everything happens for a reason. Is that true?
I really really don't know.
But I'm glad to have the chance to meet such a wonderful person.
Thanks *******, you're the best :D
And now I feel like re-opening my blog back to public.
Partly cos of CLT also. He just happened to be Christian. Is it a coincidence? I don't know. But I just had a feeling he was.
It's nice, knowing these really strong people who are caring and nice as well.
Role models, maybe.
Sheesh I have to go for dinner in about 15 minutes time, and that's pushing the envelope. I'm not hungry, and I've only written like 1040 words out of the 2000 that I wanted. Guess I'll have to continue later on.

I wish I could know for sure.
(Yeah, this doesn't make sense, I know.)

Cue loud sigh.

So many things have happened recently.
The thing with church, my grandfather passing away.
& My friend's in taiwan, my other friend stopped talking to me for a short while, and I'm going to hk in a while, then the funeral's on thursday and I have guitar lesson later on.
Okay la it's just weird.
Then I suddenly thought about him.
And it's been quite long since I did so. I mean, is this closure?
I bet 10 years down the road or sth I'll look back and laugh and wonder why I was so childish or whatever. But yeah.
Just... wondering about my faith. In Christianity, and stuff.
Everything happens for a reason. Is that true?
I really really don't know.
But I'm glad to have the chance to meet such a wonderful person.
Thanks *******, you're the best :D
And now I feel like re-opening my blog back to public.
Partly cos of CLT also. He just happened to be Christian. Is it a coincidence? I don't know. But I just had a feeling he was.
It's nice, knowing these really strong people who are caring and nice as well.
Role models, maybe.
Sheesh I have to go for dinner in about 15 minutes time, and that's pushing the envelope. I'm not hungry, and I've only written like 1040 words out of the 2000 that I wanted. Guess I'll have to continue later on.

I wish I could know for sure.
(Yeah, this doesn't make sense, I know.)