Huh.
So I guess this thing really opened my eyes.
Eurgh.
okay, so firstly about the whole rc thing.
I admit I haven't been putting in effort or contributing lately. That's horrible of me. I couldn't feel the passion anymore.
but now I feel guilty. and I've changed. I wiped the freaking floor of crumbs and prepared milo for everyone while most of yearmates were stoning upstairs.
So if you think that I haven't put in enough, there's nothing else I can do.
I mean, I know I can't make up for that period of slackness, or whatever, but now I'm over it and I'm trying my best, so will you please cut me some slack instead of standing there and giving snide holier-than-thou remarks. Oh no, in fact you weren't even standing there. You were SITTING there. T_T
And the thing is, you were really slack the whole year too. It's just that you pulled up your socks this week. And that gives you the right to criticise me? You're such an effing hypocrite. You told the juniors to talk to their yearmates nicely and not point fingers at them or anything, but that's EXACTLY what you're doing to me. And not just once, or twice. It's like your pulling the same thing over and over again, and I'm really tired of it. What's your point, anyway? *Rolls eyes*
And I just can't stand your needy attitude. I mean, so she got the post you've been dreaming of forever, and she's about the worst person who can possibly get it. Right. We empathise. But how long are you gonna do this thing? Keep crying, making a melodrama out of the whole episode. It's disgusting, and it's pathetic. Are you expecting us to feel so sorry for you that we'll kick her out or something? Wake up and face the dust. We understand, but this is LIFE here. That ain't gonna happen, darling. And you say you know that, but you still keep whining about it. There's only so many times we'll run and console you without feeling irritted, when you start crying about the smallest thing.
And this other person. Ugh. Only now did I realise she's so freaking bimbotic. I can't stand her. She actually had the NERVE to whine at me loudly for "looking stone because I'm tired." I can't freaking believe this. I don't even have the right to look stone? It's not as if I'm the one CRYING all the time. I didn't sleep the whole effing night, and on top of that, I was sick, sneezing my head off. I think I have the PREROGRATIVE to LOOK STONED. It's not as if I was refusing to participate in games and spoiling the fun for everyone or anything. I didn't even do anything, what the hell? If you don't like it, turn your effing head somewhere else and don't look at me, damnit! And the whole time these 2 days you've been asking me to hold your stuff, take care of your stuff, mind your stuff. Not for a short while, either. You just leave it with me and happily go off for durations for like 10 minutes to half an hour. HE-LLO?! Do you see a sign seeing "Nanny service" here? 'Cause I definitely DON'T. Ugh! And you over react at the TINIEST things. Like when I said I was cold, that in no way translated to "I want to go outside." And you just ASSUMED that I would want to, then you stood up, and when I said I didn't want to, you started COMPLAINING and WHINING about how I made you stand up, then changed my mind. WTH?! How does "I'm cold" bloody translate to "Let's go outside"? Get a brain, toad.

Ugh, am just so damn pissed.

Huh.
So I guess this thing really opened my eyes.
Eurgh.
okay, so firstly about the whole rc thing.
I admit I haven't been putting in effort or contributing lately. That's horrible of me. I couldn't feel the passion anymore.
but now I feel guilty. and I've changed. I wiped the freaking floor of crumbs and prepared milo for everyone while most of yearmates were stoning upstairs.
So if you think that I haven't put in enough, there's nothing else I can do.
I mean, I know I can't make up for that period of slackness, or whatever, but now I'm over it and I'm trying my best, so will you please cut me some slack instead of standing there and giving snide holier-than-thou remarks. Oh no, in fact you weren't even standing there. You were SITTING there. T_T
And the thing is, you were really slack the whole year too. It's just that you pulled up your socks this week. And that gives you the right to criticise me? You're such an effing hypocrite. You told the juniors to talk to their yearmates nicely and not point fingers at them or anything, but that's EXACTLY what you're doing to me. And not just once, or twice. It's like your pulling the same thing over and over again, and I'm really tired of it. What's your point, anyway? *Rolls eyes*
And I just can't stand your needy attitude. I mean, so she got the post you've been dreaming of forever, and she's about the worst person who can possibly get it. Right. We empathise. But how long are you gonna do this thing? Keep crying, making a melodrama out of the whole episode. It's disgusting, and it's pathetic. Are you expecting us to feel so sorry for you that we'll kick her out or something? Wake up and face the dust. We understand, but this is LIFE here. That ain't gonna happen, darling. And you say you know that, but you still keep whining about it. There's only so many times we'll run and console you without feeling irritted, when you start crying about the smallest thing.
And this other person. Ugh. Only now did I realise she's so freaking bimbotic. I can't stand her. She actually had the NERVE to whine at me loudly for "looking stone because I'm tired." I can't freaking believe this. I don't even have the right to look stone? It's not as if I'm the one CRYING all the time. I didn't sleep the whole effing night, and on top of that, I was sick, sneezing my head off. I think I have the PREROGRATIVE to LOOK STONED. It's not as if I was refusing to participate in games and spoiling the fun for everyone or anything. I didn't even do anything, what the hell? If you don't like it, turn your effing head somewhere else and don't look at me, damnit! And the whole time these 2 days you've been asking me to hold your stuff, take care of your stuff, mind your stuff. Not for a short while, either. You just leave it with me and happily go off for durations for like 10 minutes to half an hour. HE-LLO?! Do you see a sign seeing "Nanny service" here? 'Cause I definitely DON'T. Ugh! And you over react at the TINIEST things. Like when I said I was cold, that in no way translated to "I want to go outside." And you just ASSUMED that I would want to, then you stood up, and when I said I didn't want to, you started COMPLAINING and WHINING about how I made you stand up, then changed my mind. WTH?! How does "I'm cold" bloody translate to "Let's go outside"? Get a brain, toad.

Ugh, am just so damn pissed.