Wednesday, September 05, 2007
depressed
suddenly i feel so depressed.
i may make the worst nun ever.
i just don't get what's wrong with me, why am i like this?
1. guys
2. christianity. i'm just so confused, i don't know the right way to go.
3. redcross. i guess it was obvious there was a problem since the start of this year, but i chose to ignore it. avoidance is a way of dealing with it, but it's not right? and it is unfair to others.
4. homework. that impending pile, no, MOUNTAIN that i can't even bring myself to get started on. Holiday? What holiday? sheesh.
ugh i'm so freaking weak to sit here whining about my problems instead of dealing with them. God help me.
It's all about Me.
PROFILE
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CFPS, RGS, RJ
Sometimes I like stillness and silence, but I get restless easily. I am happy when I am doing new things and when my days are jampacked. I am happy when around
friends and family.
I like anything which has a dignified air, and also anything that is seemingly effortless. I write poetry and prose, when I can. (No guarantees about standard of said
writing.)
But the best moments are when we're all laughing till our sides hurt, till we're gasping for air, and we're tearing. When the endorphins kick in full blast. I live
for these moments.
I am a work in progress. I am constantly trying to find myself. I have a bucket list, it is ambitious.
What you see here is only 0.1%, the rest goes into my diary.
Maybe some other day.
Talk
You have my thanks.
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