Sunday, June 17, 2007
sigh
sigh.
it was not so long ago that i was dreaming longing and hoping to be in this situation. hah. it feels somewhat like an alternate universe where my dream actually came true.
only it's not what i really thought it would be.
zz.
i dunno.
i guess every situation has it's good and bad points. and i didnt realise the bad points of this situation. and now that i am in this situation, i finally did Get A Clue. hah.
sigh.
i feel like returning to those innocent carefree days.
now, i really don't know what to do.
i have a bad feeling about this, but i don't know if i'm being overly sensitive or what i feel is true. i don't want to make a decision for fear that it might be wrong and i might end up hurting other people who dont deserve it D:
peter pan complex.
dont want to grow up.
and i also dont want to emo anymore.
i've wasted too much time emoing. life is so not about emoing >: (
but the thing is, i just sit and think. and my thoughts drift to what could have been. and the good times. i'm missing it so much. sigh.
i guess it's all about moving on.
&as they say, the only constant is change.
4:04 PM
