Sunday, May 27, 2007
contemplative
oh no.
you see, this is what happens when i have too much time to think.
i get all contemplative.
past issues are brought up.
stuff which i had been ignoring so well are now replaying inside my head.
T_T
ohgod. i just want it to stop. i cant take it.
i'm weak. i want to run away from it all :/
escapism, much?
well.
sigh.
yep.
idontknow:/
i dont wanna grow up.
it's been a journey of ups and downs, moodswings. heh i feel like a pendulum T_T
if i were to go back to p6, there would be much less contradictions and confusions and emoing in my life. but all the same, there would be much less joy and fun and laughter and happiness and friendship<3 yes i'm talking about my darling HOMIES(: and of course all the other kickass friends from RG and yearmates! cant survive without you guys<3
lol omg i'm like. T_T becoming all sentimental again.
if you have never experienced pain, you wouldn't know what joy is.
you gave me much joy, but you also brought me loads of confusion :/
maybe stuff would have been better, seriously, if i just went ahead with my life and you never appeared at all.
sigh.
yes, i'm weak. i suck. i cant forget you, try as i might, especially when you're so darn sweet to me.
is this all an illusion?
why are you doing this?
T_T
damnit :/
3:23 PM
