Tuesday, May 01, 2007
rest in peace
OH NO
i hate myself sometimes, i really do.
i'm too selfish, too caught up in my own little world.
there are so many things happening ard us:/
and i'm really, really sorry.
i probably will nver be able to appreciate the amt of pain and suffering.
i know it's a great loss.
i know i'm crapping.
and i know this wont help much):
but you can't turn back time
be strong.
there are others who care!
and i'm sure that he'll want you all to be strong ):
maybe
god gave him another 4 years
maybe
to settle everything ):
oh no.
i feel so damn bad.
i can't believe myself.
sorry.
it's such a tragedy.
is tragedy always the end of life?
i dont know.
may you rest in peace.
It's all about Me.
PROFILE
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CFPS, RGS, RJ
Sometimes I like stillness and silence, but I get restless easily. I am happy when I am doing new things and when my days are jampacked. I am happy when around
friends and family.
I like anything which has a dignified air, and also anything that is seemingly effortless. I write poetry and prose, when I can. (No guarantees about standard of said
writing.)
But the best moments are when we're all laughing till our sides hurt, till we're gasping for air, and we're tearing. When the endorphins kick in full blast. I live
for these moments.
I am a work in progress. I am constantly trying to find myself. I have a bucket list, it is ambitious.
What you see here is only 0.1%, the rest goes into my diary.
Maybe some other day.
Talk
You have my thanks.
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