hey.

was pretty distraught/caught up over this guy today, but i guess things have been very much put in perspective now.

you cant tell if anyone is being real. at least, i cant tell if he is. and the thing is, why bother myself with all this crap?

if he really likes me, he'll come right out and say it. if not, forget it. simple as that. life's too short to waste pining over some ugly short ri guy?

and yeah, it's not as if it's true love or anything like that i guess. i mean, everyone goes through infatuations, and it's a phase of life. and... i don't know. when i'm with my friends and all, lovely cassandra chong fiona lee and everyone else who makes me SMILE (: i dont really think about him?

i was feeling super high and all in school today, combination of ecamp+history fa+him. but yeah, what fiona told me really jolted me back down to earth. haha she's so... experienced?

heh, i'm too childish. it's not true love. i shouldn't get so giddy over it.

ahh. *feels wise and mature*

anyway. ecamp is coming up, been having loads of preparations. kudos to yearmates who helped loads<3

and i totally didnt pay attention in class today because of him, but yeah i'm not gonna waste my time anymore. I'm just happy that i didnt fall in too deep, maybe god pulled me back in time? (: thanks, god.

boo. quite sian.
well, until next time<3

hey.

was pretty distraught/caught up over this guy today, but i guess things have been very much put in perspective now.

you cant tell if anyone is being real. at least, i cant tell if he is. and the thing is, why bother myself with all this crap?

if he really likes me, he'll come right out and say it. if not, forget it. simple as that. life's too short to waste pining over some ugly short ri guy?

and yeah, it's not as if it's true love or anything like that i guess. i mean, everyone goes through infatuations, and it's a phase of life. and... i don't know. when i'm with my friends and all, lovely cassandra chong fiona lee and everyone else who makes me SMILE (: i dont really think about him?

i was feeling super high and all in school today, combination of ecamp+history fa+him. but yeah, what fiona told me really jolted me back down to earth. haha she's so... experienced?

heh, i'm too childish. it's not true love. i shouldn't get so giddy over it.

ahh. *feels wise and mature*

anyway. ecamp is coming up, been having loads of preparations. kudos to yearmates who helped loads<3

and i totally didnt pay attention in class today because of him, but yeah i'm not gonna waste my time anymore. I'm just happy that i didnt fall in too deep, maybe god pulled me back in time? (: thanks, god.

boo. quite sian.
well, until next time<3