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Tuesday, February 13, 2007
cheered up!

hey!

pretty much cheered up today.

when i woke up, was quite sian tho. dragged myself out of bed and stuff. then mom had a screaming match at the maid while i was trying to sleep :x then she screamed at ME to not ever set my alarm clock at 4.30, which i DON'T.

i went to school, was stoning sadly and emo-ly and the cny songs came on, some were rather sweet, i enjoyed all of them but they made me feel sad. how oxymoronic. then it was math, which was quite good actly cos i totally understood every single thing on statistics despite not listening at all the previous lesson yeah. then ss. it was ok actly, and pe was fun. i forgot about him for a while, playing with bingbangbong and after that, micasso. ouch. micasso hits hard xD

we were having recess and it was so much fun. crapping about celebs, like jude law who got involved with the nanny and divorced sienna miller, then nicole whoever person who just died recently and was only 19 years older than her son. and lunch was even better. talking about HP & predicting the end of the series, discussing how hot daniel/rupert/tom are [tom PWNs them all] haha.

thanks to everyone for brightening up my day, we don't need guys to get by. thanks fiona, MELODY, aera, weiling, nat, eliezer, OWYONG darl, amandy! hahaha and of course everyone else.

it was so fun slacking during rs and sitting down in the hall after everyone had left, with yearmates, and liangsi thanks for buffing my nails until so pretty!

it's been quite long since i came home "early"-

thanks everyone<3

ps: i wrote this in class, and just wanted to post it to signify my moving on.

okay, i'll admit it- it isn't easy to forget& let it all go at all. that temporary feeling of euphoria, though fleetng, was honeysweet. but it's gone so soon, leaving an aftermath of... bad taste.
i guess i'll ever know what he thinks, but now I'm jolted back to reality. i should never have been so foolish as to letmyself get played along with his glib tongue and sweet compliments, but i know he probably didnt mean to lie. i guess he's just that pally with all of his female friends.
why was i so weak to get sucked into this trap anyway? i dont know. but hopefully when i see his ugly face all other notions will go straight out of my head... but knowing my luck, they'll probably resurface instead :x
whatever it is, there are many other trees in the forest. i don't want to wate my life anymore.
i want to talk to, play with my friends- just not him. i want to enjoy myself. by myself.
i want to live for myself.

(end)

i'm really proud of myself for not dawdling in that the whole day.
thanks, god.
5:28 PM
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