sometimes i just wake up in the morning, stare in the mirror and see my face covered in zits and with large large pores. and i think to myself, i'm so fugly.

k! for this post, more about myself. my height is about 160 ++. which is not bad. but still kinda short. my ideal height would be 165cm. [hey, if you get too tall, wearing high heels would dwarve men. heh.] anyway. a classmate of mine told me that her doctor said that girls will stop growing [taller] 2 years after their period. is that true? if yes, then i still have, um, one and some more years to grow? hmm. i would think its quite true seeing how one of my friends got hers when she was in p5 and used to be taller than me [by a bit], but now i'm taller than her. HAH!

sheesh. anyway. yeps. um. eyes: dark brown. okay. actually everyone's eyes are dark brown. in singapore, i mean. most people just dont notice it and think that they are black. i still remember my primary one teacher telling me that (:

nose: quite okay i guess. but a bit big, compared with westerners and stuff. cant be helped. at least my nose aint as hooked as my mom's, or my grandad's. kudos to my father's genes for that! no seriously, my nose is just a normal nose (: except that when you look closely, you can see it's like covered in blackheads.

mouth: i have what is called the rosebud mouth oohlala, tres sexy? in singapore, not really. sometimes i get self conscious of my mouth. cos its bigger than normal. but i do know in the states everyone loves a pair of gorgeous thick lips. and loads of celebs are doing collagen and stuff. so my mouth, satisfied.

ears: nothing much. they're just ears. haha. eyebrows: oh no. i kinda look like groucho marx in the eyebrows part. but nevermind, eyebrows can be plucked(: overall, i think my face is quite okay. i have double eyelids, so that's a plus. [but sometimes in the early morning my double eyelids disappear only to come back later! strange, eh?] hmm. i wish my complexion would be improved though. now i have a kinda model-ly/ photogenic but not gorgeous look when i dont smile, but a sweet/pretty look if i smile.

oh yeah! i guess i should mention that i once had braces. well, no one's perfect. and i was a little ugly duckling when i was young. but still.

figure: still okay. legs are okay currently but i wish they're a little more muscular. top body is too skinnnnny. argh. i wish i had a bigger chest. well. i just have to keep telling myself it'll develop one day, i guess. my bone structure is quite big, but i'm not fat. as in, i have like big kneebones, broad shoulders and stuff. the shoulders are okay though. and i'm underweight. yeah.

that's pretty much it. overall, i'm still one of the better looking girls in our class. maybe not that fugly anymore?
we'll see.

sometimes i just wake up in the morning, stare in the mirror and see my face covered in zits and with large large pores. and i think to myself, i'm so fugly.

k! for this post, more about myself. my height is about 160 ++. which is not bad. but still kinda short. my ideal height would be 165cm. [hey, if you get too tall, wearing high heels would dwarve men. heh.] anyway. a classmate of mine told me that her doctor said that girls will stop growing [taller] 2 years after their period. is that true? if yes, then i still have, um, one and some more years to grow? hmm. i would think its quite true seeing how one of my friends got hers when she was in p5 and used to be taller than me [by a bit], but now i'm taller than her. HAH!

sheesh. anyway. yeps. um. eyes: dark brown. okay. actually everyone's eyes are dark brown. in singapore, i mean. most people just dont notice it and think that they are black. i still remember my primary one teacher telling me that (:

nose: quite okay i guess. but a bit big, compared with westerners and stuff. cant be helped. at least my nose aint as hooked as my mom's, or my grandad's. kudos to my father's genes for that! no seriously, my nose is just a normal nose (: except that when you look closely, you can see it's like covered in blackheads.

mouth: i have what is called the rosebud mouth oohlala, tres sexy? in singapore, not really. sometimes i get self conscious of my mouth. cos its bigger than normal. but i do know in the states everyone loves a pair of gorgeous thick lips. and loads of celebs are doing collagen and stuff. so my mouth, satisfied.

ears: nothing much. they're just ears. haha. eyebrows: oh no. i kinda look like groucho marx in the eyebrows part. but nevermind, eyebrows can be plucked(: overall, i think my face is quite okay. i have double eyelids, so that's a plus. [but sometimes in the early morning my double eyelids disappear only to come back later! strange, eh?] hmm. i wish my complexion would be improved though. now i have a kinda model-ly/ photogenic but not gorgeous look when i dont smile, but a sweet/pretty look if i smile.

oh yeah! i guess i should mention that i once had braces. well, no one's perfect. and i was a little ugly duckling when i was young. but still.

figure: still okay. legs are okay currently but i wish they're a little more muscular. top body is too skinnnnny. argh. i wish i had a bigger chest. well. i just have to keep telling myself it'll develop one day, i guess. my bone structure is quite big, but i'm not fat. as in, i have like big kneebones, broad shoulders and stuff. the shoulders are okay though. and i'm underweight. yeah.

that's pretty much it. overall, i'm still one of the better looking girls in our class. maybe not that fugly anymore?
we'll see.